As I lay in bed with a sleeping nugget on my chest and a beautiful husband passed out next to me, I am doing a little bit of reminiscing... Tomorrow is February 4, 2011. What is so special about this day you ask?
February 4, 2010, was the day I found out I was going to be a mother.
Wow, talk about a flashback! I can still remember exactly how I felt- mainly excited, but also nervous, a little scared, and very blessed... I went back and read the post on when we found out (click here to read) It's so weird to look back at what you've written a year later- knowing now the answers to so many questions! To think that on this date, Hagan was the size of a poppyseed, is truly a miracle... I remember wondering if what are we going to call the baby (click here) Wondering how scooter would feel about "poppy" (click here) Finding out we were having a boy ( click here ) I remember writing hagan a letter (click here ) I remember packing for the hospital and being so excited to meet hj for the first time (click here ) And then I remember meeting hagan for the first time ( click here )
I am so glad that I have this blog to look back at how I felt carrying the love of my life!! Sometimes I find myself asking- Is this really my life? What did I do to be so incredibly blessed?
So here we are a year later and we've come a long way from a tiny poppyseed!!! I am now toting around an almost 20 pound 4 month old!! He is healthy, beautiful, and such a litttle blessing! I could of never imagined a love so deep, natural, and amazing..
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